eyes closed

ya Allah...

i am so scared...

but yet my heart still lurking for sins

forgive me

grant me your mercy...

vampire

finding a "good" song is like waiting for meteor rains..

when it drops so good

makes you freeze

imagine yourself like a gangster

so that it is..

hihing

my heart beats faster once a while..

it felt so

fast i guess..

i know it can hurt me

maybe not now

maybe later

it scares me

knowing that your heart

doing an extreme marathon...

slow down..hut hut!

私 の 愛

is it your your work that you love?

work that makes you to stay up until late of night

work that makes you to grow older much faster

work that makes your mind and feelings to be so twisted

work that makes you arrogant

work that takes away your "time is gold"

work...

gotta pay the bills you know

it is just a damn system

vicious cycle that consumes you

bit by bit

you can be so drunk to realize

not only alcohol can do the stuff

work does too..

it makes you drunk and drown...

its for you short girl...

susah

humans are just complicated

if you stand at the top of 20 storey building

try to look down, look for humans at the below...

place your big foot and smash all their heads...

only with one eye open and lil bit of cartoon imagination

they walk a bit, run fast but still a bit..

they said time is not enough

but this enormous view looks like their efforts mean nothing...

because in the next morning,  new things happened...left behind those yesterday that they tried to bury..

nameless grave inside your own feelings...

we are...so capable

but yet we are failing everyday due to the other side of who we are.. 

our own lust and evil...

who would you save first?

man that is about to go off the building or

your presentation to the CEO that is going to pay all the forever bills...